Lost My Childhood

Since I am autistic person I skipped my childhood days playing with other kids ,my childhood made my life sailing through sensory issues, It was fun to watch other kids playing but I always preferred to sit in a corner and watch them playing,when I was child ,I was not so like a shouting, playing,fighting boy, I enjoyed funny moments more with pets, kids used to touch me but I lopped off my control over mind, I don’t like to be touched,I was very hypersensitive to touch, like other children I also felt like playing with mud, touch the plants,leaves, wet things but my sensitive holded me from playing .

Childhood days are the most precious memories of every person but for me the time spent with my parents playing with me is the most memorable moment of childhood, playing with children, having fun time with other children I enjoyed all this only through story books, “Big pictures in mind always holded my childhood days” living your life like the way other people are enjoying ,it only makes yourself hurtful, Living your life and enjoying it in your own way is what I had followed since from the childhood, Please don’t take my words in a wrong way, I am not filling any negative thoughts in the mind of people, i am not opposed to socialization but when your senses are not in a stable condition then what to do???

I want to give message to parents, like I lost my childhood days ,I don’t want to see other kids losing “Being Child”, parents please fill the cup of childhood days of your children with love,play,fun time, joyful, messy,creative,more stories of nature,good thoughts always build a good personality in your life ,so make your children more capable of thinking good things, full of joy is what important to them being a child so make their journey more memorable by discovering their own world, every child is different born with different abilities so don’t hold their wings,let them play their life in their own way,any child connected more with nature is the one who create language of love,happiness and feeling of being human so let your child explore more with nature, olden days were more playful with natural things like water,stone,mud,sand,plants,leaves, but nowadays kids play all this through gadgets,Gadgets are like sugar coated sweets,it makes you more tempt and more seeker, addictive, it attracts your eyes with colorful animation and drags your mind towards pictures, it hypnotize your mind,you start screening more,it gives you pleasure and happiness when brain releases dopamine hormone and kids take its pleasure and they preload the hormone dopamine, when preloaded hormone level is increased, kids become hyper, attention and concentration decrease,anxiety, lack of sleep, aggressiveness, today many kids are becoming the victims of ADHD due to gadgets, when kids play the video games ,they are always excited to win the game,their excitement level increase when they win the game and when they get more points and reward. More than 50% of the dopamine hormone is produced in the gut,when we listen to music ,when we exercise, when we meditate, when we dance,when we sing,when we are praised by others it motivates us Insight,we become happy and that pleasure is felt in the gut,these pleasure felt in gut keeps our dopamine level normal and balanced.so “Your lifestyle is your lifeline.”